I feel torn apart
vile misfit fallen
Deep into affliction of my hollow mind
The sense of suffocation grows inside my lungs
When I wake into [bad word] I’m back among the blind

The [bad word] of lies disenchanting my eyes
How can I survive I can't stand being alive

Alive!

Gods of rapture enshrouding my eyes
try to hide that slowly I die

My past laugh at me from the other side of negation
Untying the lasting few cords [bad word] sense
Submerged into the flow the rapids of addiction
Too weak to push it back a worm without defense

My flesh fading undressing the bones
Behold me naked cadaver exposed
This my abuse I can't take it no more

No more!

The fragile [bad word] sneering at me
With teeth pressed like [bad word] nails
Into my head all my life I regret