Playing my heart so many times
 There's always a weak hand holding mine
 Saying the way that I have said this is the way
 Every scene is still the same
 Just with a difference faceless name
 Falling and breaking, cleaning I am holding on so
 [bad word] 
 This is where my heart is longs to be
 Hurting you, needing you
 This is where I always want to be
 Suffering

 Every night [bad word] to see
 Beautiful faces playing me
 And the fallen lives and crimson walls
 Reflect my lines
 Breaking through thoughts and mindless games
 Your love is a [bad word] clean
 And behind the curtains I can see you're not impressed with me
 [bad word] 
 This is where my heart is longs to be
 Hurting you, needing you
 This is where I always want to be
 Suffering

 Can you take everything that I hold
 Will you wash away just what the past is?
[x4]
 [bad word] 
 This is where my heart is longs to be
 Hurting you, needing you
 This is where I always want to be
 Suffering
[x3]