I try to know when to leave
She sits in the bedroom and grieves
There's a sequence that starts all again
She can't get up anymore with the pain [bad word] of these [bad word] Has left her hopeless and lost
She wants to count the ways
But she can't count again
 [bad word] 
I will be right here
'til all the pain
Just disappear
I will always stay
'til all this light
Just kills the day

I strangle my words
Once, I tried a thousand times
Slaughtered like Gods
When the silver shines so hard 

I tried to poison my life
Always dreaming of the edge of the knife
She always looked backwards
And I can sit here for even ten minutes or more
 [bad word] 
Oh hold on
Oh hold on
Oh hold on
Just try again
 [bad word] 
Oh hold on
Oh hold on
Oh hold on
Just try again