Dear diary, what have I done? I trippin' or am I alive?
Once I've decided I've got stories to tell
No way in [bad word] was that just another [bad word] #39; dream
Doesn't matter cuz I already know how it feels to WAKE UP WITH

Yeaaah! Body like a roadmap of pain
Oh, yeaah! Mind like a landfill of shame
Tie my rope one more time

Dear diary, had I known what I told you last night
I would've never walked up tonight there to start another fight
Banging my head on concrete wall, while knockin' on wood
Thinking it that's gonna do any good when I WAKE UP WITH

Body like a roadmap of pain
Just twice! Mind like a landfill of shame
TIE MY ROPE

Tell me once, I decline, I refuse to learn
Shoot me twice but I'm not going down
I will climb the rope you tie for me
Beat me up while I'm still alive

Tell me once, I decline, I refuse to learn
Shoot me twice but I'm not going down
I will climb the rope you tie for me
Beat me up while I'm still alive

Tell me once, I decline, I refuse to learn
Shoot me twice but I'm not going down
I will climb the rope you tie for me
Beat me up while I'm still alive