Since i was a kid i’ve had a black cloud follow me
I need to clear my head before the ground starts to swallow me

Killed [bad word] then complained of loneliness
Well, sometimes it happens like this
Cuz des fois ca se [bad word] ca

Try to concede, you want what i don’t need
You fled with summer’s speed, most likely to succeed
You never played the lead, but starred in many downplays
Malaise infects my airways, affrays echo for days
Accumulating slow like snowfall, forestall to walk and just crawl
Enthralled to the beck and call
You ride the rails, tied my body to the track
Watched the [bad word] me over, never ever looking back

Staring at you teary eyed
How could he never know
Always being pushed aside
How could he never see
Images of patricide
That’s how i always knew

Something is wrong with the way that i feel
With the way that i feel inside me

So don’t try
Friend you ain’t no friend to me
Defy
What you are i’ll never be
Outcry
Get the [bad word] away from me
Faux
I’m stronger now

Cuz des fois ca se [bad word] ca
Nothing you say can heal these [bad word] i conceal
Appologies are like a [bad word] and can’t change the way i feel
Should i reconcile so you can smile, rebuild our rapport
So you can bait the lure for yet another [bad word] Des fois ca se [bad word] ca
Step-mother, steps away from being a mother
Already got one and i love her, why the [bad word] i need another
Or a father, who never bothered, why bother to exist
Watch your sun eclipse, i wipe your name from my lips

Longed to be your son, some things are never too broken to be
But you’re dead in me
I longed to be your son, some things are never too broken to be
But you’re dead, you’re dead

Don’t try
I’m stronger now.