Breathe in and sigh
Wake up the beast I have inside
Dark thoughts of [bad word] through my mind
 [bad word] of wars marking the stars of the battle
I just don't feel the same

It's [bad word] and cold
soldier in war
Striving to live
Losing control

Creeping down
Just crawling through the darkness
Falling to the silence
And gloom of my days

It's [bad word] and cold
soldier in war
Striving to live
Losing control

Sometimes I try to know why I
Lost my mates and risked my life
Gave up on my dreams and hopes
Sometimes I wish I had more time
To heal, to heal my soul

It's [bad word] and cold
soldier in war
Striving to live
Losing control

I
Just a pawn to sacrifice
Sometimes I try to know why I
Lost my mates and risked my life
Gave up on my dreams and hopes
Sometimes I wish I had more time
To heal, to heal my soul