tears
are falling down
and i [bad word] 
from the feelings
day we fell apart
still in my heart
i was too silly 
and now
you're with another guy
he seems to be
much more better than i
these thoughts
are still inside my head
and now everything i have is just

 [bad word] [bad word] in the morning, [bad word] [bad word] in the evening, [bad word] [bad word] after lanch
thats how i killed my feelings
 [bad word] [bad word] in tha bathroom, [bad word] [bad word] in the kitchen, [bad word] [bad word] in the bedroom
thats how i spent my weekend