Today my past  [bad word] alive to eat 
All of the guts that I use to just keep my feet 
Moving left and right 
As my legs shake like trees 
Oh how I curse the heavens for not taken me 

GOD [bad word] 
This whole mess that"s me 
I DON"T [bad word] MYSELF 
I"m in way too deep 
And every night I erase the day 
With the strongest drinks they"ll give to me 

And I awake 
Much to my dismay 
To find that I"m still staring at the same ceiling 
I just wish once 
I could get this right 
And have the angels from the south take me at night 

GOD [bad word] 
This whole mess that"s me 
I DON"T [bad word] MYSELF 
I"m in way too deep 
And every night I erase the day 
With the strongest drinks they"ll give to me 

And all I have is meaningless 
And all I found is nothingness 
In this self loathing sickness 
And all I have is meaningless 
And all I found is nothingness 
In this self loathing sickness 

GOD [bad word] 
This whole mess that"s me 
I DON"T [bad word] MYSELF 
I"m in way too deep 
And every night I erase the day 
With the strongest drinks they"ll give to me 

And all I have is meaningless 
And a 
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ll I found is nothingness