For many years I put my [bad word] in you
Perceiving the vows I took that were [bad word] 
Only to learn all had been lost to you

To search for meanings not [bad word] there
Answers to questions only bring despair
Distractions down the path of our lives

Unforgiving

Was there a point to nine years we had
Selfish thoughts leave you undesireable
Part of me was severed that very day

In the wake of confusion I search, looking
For the answers to questions only reveal