finished with my woman 
'cause she couldn't help me with my mind
people think i'm insane 
because i am frowning all the time
all day long i think of things 
but nothing seems to satisfy
think i'll lose my mind 
if i don't find something to pacify
can you help me 
occupy my brain?
oh yeah
i need someone to show me 
the things in life that i can't find
i can't see the things that make [bad word] happiness
i must be blind
make a joke and i will sigh 
and you will laugh and i will cry
happiness i cannot feel 
and love to me us so unreal
and so as you hear these words 
telling you now of my state
i tell you to enjoy life 
i wish i could but it's too late