Let's not sugar coat this
It's not that sweet
My mind restrains my lips from speaking
Those words no one wants to hear
Those words someone has to say
It's time to kiss goodbye

I'm so close
To ripping out my heart
I'm so close
To throwing it in your face

Where would I be then?
No better off
Than I am now
Alone, afraid, desensitized
This is not the first time
And I'm sure it's not the last
This is the one thing I am sure of
The one thing I know

Let me ask you a question
Do you know what's wrong with me?
Can you give me an answer?
If not then leave me the [bad word] alone
Quit playing hero

Honestly, these tears are not for you
These tears are for me
The me inside of me
The one that no one has seen
The me I strive to be
Go

I am so alone
Now I'm afraid
Of [bad word] 
Of [bad word] desensitized

At least I think that's what I want
Do you know what I want?
Do you know who I am?
Do you like who I've [bad word]