Cold wind blowing through my heart
But not so cold as times of my demise
Thing that always draws us apart
That's killing all the life in me, in us

As i've seen it in your eyes
These days were full of lies
Something died and faded from our sight
I [bad word] to realize
What's been dead for times [bad word] back to life.

Memories of the fading days are bright
Telling me that something really used to shine
When you've gone i felt this misery inside
Gone for long but telling me that i'm alive.

All these days shards of my soul were meant for you
All these years were empty, now i know it's [bad word] 

As i've seen it in your eyes
These days were full of lies
Something died and faded from our sight
I [bad word] to realize
What's been dead for times [bad word] back to life.

I was cold and dead under this soil.
Only whispers outside.
Nothing more.
Maybe only raindrops.
Or it was your tears to keep me alive?
Now.
I keep asking myself.
Have I ever been alive?