I am only real at places I can not be 

 My right hand rebels and chops off the left
 (the) hairy ape walks into stage
 he tries to stay erect 

 the one who never slept
 in order to be perfected
 the arrogance of their hands
 the joy of the regret 

 soulsick– good at things I never did 

 soulsick but skindeep, tense, frantic but relieved
 soulsick but skindeep, tense, frantic but believed 

 I am only real at places I can not be
 Dead liquid vigilant
 Implanted into my sleep 

 The one who never slept
 The one who stays erect
 The one who is perfect
 The one I do reject 

 soulsick but skindeep, tense, frantic but relieved
 soulsick but skindeep, tense, frantic but believed 

 soulsick– good at things I never did 

 I am only real at places I can not be 

 Soulsick but skindeep
 I'm not real, just believed in 

 Soulsick but skindeep
 Not real, just believe it