These are the promised early graves
I'm facing my darkest days
I'm sinking into a deeper hole
As I'm losing all my grace
I thought I could live with it
By hiding behind my smile
I shot myself in my own leg
So I could take a break for a while [bad word] and save me save me
I'm lost here all over again
Feel me feed [bad word] and ease my pain
Make me, break me
Start all over again
Love me, hate me
Do I even care?
Hurt me so I can tell myself
Maybe I was right
Love me so I can forget myself
And think of you for a while
Do I really hate myself?
You think that's just a lie
Would it make things easier
If only I could die?
Is it too soon to let you go?
I know the cuts feel a little sore
Soon you will learn
You gotta stand on your own
Soon you will learn
You're all alone.