I am lost without You
But now I’m lost with You too
How can I know what to do
When what You tell me isn’t [bad word] 

Learn to Discern
Is what You say
When in my Fury
I turn away

Show me Your Sign
Water and Wine 
I need You to be
More than a Voice in me
Show me Your Face
Or at least some Proof of Your Grace
I need You to be
More than a Light in me
At least today…

Hold me closer in my Pain
But You have caused it all the same
Why don’t You Practice what You Preach?
What Good [bad word] of this, the way You Teach?

Learn to Discern
Is what You say
When in my Fury
I turn away

Show me Your Sign…

Leave me Alone
Let me be without my hopes
Without my fears
No, don’t leave me, let me
See the [bad word] 
Taste my tears, my bitter tears
Caused by You…

Show me Your Sign…