When you were here before 
Couldn't look you in the eye 
You're just like an angel 
Your skin makes me cry 

You float like a feather 
In a beautiful world 
I wish I was special 
You're so [bad word] special 

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo 
What the [bad word] am I doing here? 
I don't belong here 

I don't care if it hurts 
I want to have control 
I want a perfect body 
I want a perfect soul 

I want you to notice 
When I'm not around 
You're so [bad word] special 
I wish I was special 

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo 
What the [bad word] am I doing here? 
I don't belong here 

 [bad word] out the door 
 [bad word] 
 [bad word]  [bad word] [bad word]  [bad word] 

Whatever makes you happy 
Whatever you want 
You're so [bad word] special 
I wish I was special 

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo 
What the [bad word] am I doing here? 
I don't belong here 
I don't belong here