failure, I see your door, I close
you open more, alive, and clearly well
you cast a spell, you cast a spell
now, I smear the ink, my life, is on the brink
letters, will never tell, my darkest [bad word]  my darkest [bad word] 

the bleeding of this bleak decay will stain my heart and wash away
all confusion, let it die, feel the bones, they terrify, there's nothing left to verify
disconnected all the feelings you denied

daydreams and nightmares
hold back the blank stares
have you had enough?
is death the only certainty?
daydreams and nightmares
 [bad word] in despair

alone, in this cold room
feeling a sense of doom
tell me, why do I try?
you don't reply, you don't reply
dying, would be a gift
falling, I am adrift
peace, will not prevail
I hope yet fail, I hope yet fail