Give me the beats

Verse 1 Dirty [bad word] :

Age nought, I was born straight to the stage floor
My mom's mates with a audience I played for
Age four when my dad went to prison
I was mad but untill he came back I didn't miss him
Age seven when I opened that front door
And made heaven from the parent that I just saw
And mom thought it was better if she let him in
It gaved me the biggest lesson that I ever lived
Developing age eight I was left side
I made mates and was raised with a scept eye
Twelve years I was already smoking weed
And felt fear plus the law was a joke to me
So graffiti absorbed my attention
I thought I could message distort my reflection
Walked the direction of war and rejection
I scrolled on the desk and report to detention
One four I was thinking school, what for ?
Man I got force plus need to sit about and shut soares
Now I bunked of done a lot of graff in enough spots [bad word] cops dust off my cash from the skunk crops
It was just a way of life with the mates of mine
Standing in the face of fights and the biggest crimes
I always wondered what my life would be worth
Now I strive with the percs that my life should deserve

Hook X2 :

So [bad word] having a job and [bad word] ladies
I'm just grabbing my [bad word] enough lately
I can't gamble and work, it just gave me [bad word] you ? Maybe, [bad word] you pay me

Verse 2 Skuff :

When I was born I never did cry I think I might have yawned
Bright eyes shining white at all the fights I fought
By the time they cut the chord I was a handful
And as soon as I could walk I was a vandal
I hit the [bad word] and about the time I was eight or nine
I spend my play time stepping through my state of mind
I was a strange brainy child but a thoughtless kid
Me and my mates were naughty [bad word] some teachers thought it was sick
The first time I got held I was age twelve
I swear to god I raised [bad word] plus the angels fell
I slay brain cells, weed and my team of guys
Was on curriculum trying to slay ???????
But I refuse to lose, cartoons and ill tunes
And [bad word] is all I wanted, that's all I did and still do
I learned a thing or two and got a few to learn
And a render I earn so I might just deserve

Hook X2 :

So [bad word] crashing in squats, I'm up daily
Not having a job is just lazy [bad word] man will not give up quickly [bad word] you ? [bad word] please, [bad word] you tip me