I feel the tunes of sorrow
Filling my heart
With tears in my eyes
I watch my whole life fall
Apart 

Endless days of mourning
I try to move on
Grief is my reality
My hope forever gone 

With a smile I hide 
Dark emotions deep inside
No matter how I try
All [bad word] another lie 

I look into the sky
Waiting to die
Take me away from here
To a place without fear 
 [bad word] sweet death
Let me sleep forever [bad word] sweet death 

Life slowly fade away 
Nothing more to give
Nothing more to say
No more will to live 

Dressed in mourning
I shed my last tear
Through sadeness
I lived my life
Finally the end is here.