I looked for you to give me transcendent experiences
To transport me out of self and aloneness sent alienation
Into a sense of oneness and connection, ecstatic and magical
I became a junkie for it [bad word] looking for the next high and Im sorry Ive been putting the search
on the wrong place

I understand that youre confused, feeling overwhelmed
Well thats a feeling state from then, the reality

With cleaning up my emotional life and getting in touch with myself
Im beginning to ground myself in my own sense of being as an entity
One entity on the planet, [bad word] [bad word] self reliant
And [bad word] connected with something beyond me
That is where I have to go
Im so sorry Ive been putting the search on the wrong place

Youre lost and dont know what to do
But thats not all of you
Thats your reality today
And that is all okay

I understand that youre confused, feeling overwhelmed
Well thats a feeling state from then, the reality

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Rilkean
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Im lost I dont know what to do
Its not all on you
Thats the reality today
Right now its all okay
I understand that youre confused
Feeling overwhelmed
Loves a feeling straight from then
The reality