I depend on your existence

risei o chigitta anata no sei
ukiyo ni saita hana wa [bad word] suhada ni yakitsuki hagarenu kankaku
toiki majiri no kotoba [bad word] 

sono yasashiki uso ni ima nara [bad word] aimai ni midasu no nara BARABARA ni [bad word] 
beni hiku tabi kokoro o kakushi [bad word] ni [bad word] kami o [bad word] nokoriga ni asaki yume o [bad word] yurari yurari yurarenagara
te o nobaseba todokisou na ano sora ga ima wa tooku
tada... namida koboresou

taguri ito o musubi wasure hodoketa jounen
sanagi no mama de wa kago kara tobezu
rakujitsu ni [bad word] yuuutsu o mata nodo ni [bad word] 
beni hiku tabi kokoro o koroshi banshuu no yami e
 [bad word] koto sae nidoto kanawanu imi o sono toki ni wa mada
uwa no sora o oyogu me ni anata ga ima mo kiete kurenai kara

kawareta yo wa tsuukoku sae [bad word] kurenai
koko wa mujihi na yoku no su
sayonara sae nigosu kuchi ni nanimo nozomanai kedo
koko ni [bad word] kioku made tsurete ikanaide [bad word] ni [bad word] saga ni ima mo asu o miidasenai mama
tada nokoriga o tadori samayou hitori kago no naka de...

I depend on your existence
anata ga kienai
I depend on your existence