[bad word] to he who waits
but i know i'm getting nowhere
and all the deeds of yesterday
have really helped to pave my way
though there's no one near me now
 [bad word] everyone can touch me
you see the torture on my brow
relates to neither here nor now

watch me bleed
bleed forever
although my face is straight, it lies
my body feels the pain and cries

here the table is not bare
i am full but feeling empty
for all the warmth it feels so cold
for one so young i feel so old

watch me bleed
bleed forever
it's not allowed to be unkind
but still the hate lives in my mind

i'll make no noise
i'll hide my pain
i'll close my eyes
i [bad word] 
i'll lie right back and take the blame
and try to tell myself i'm living
and when it's all been said or done
where do i go?
where do [bad word] 
what's left of me or anyone when we've denied the hurting?