I never thought I could be [bad word] with the [bad word] to my head 
When these days, I never thought i would feel the same again 
I never felt that I would [bad word] anything 
I'm passing out from the blood 
And some days I just feel like I've given up on life (on life) When these times (these times) go by 
Over and over 
I am unsure of what I will [bad word] 
Or what my calling has for me
But I know one thing for sure 
I was a here for a reason 
But when my time here is up 
I know was here for a reason 
But then you threw it away 
Everything I ever worked for 
But when my time here is up 
I know I was here for a reason.