Night Divides the Girls(Enigmatic Desire Bootleg)

This is the excuse that encapsulates my pride 
This tender misery is loneliness' bride 

So I [bad word] in a world 
Where I open up my arms 
To greet the sky opening up 
To dump such muddy rain 
Upon my waiting lips 

Did you ever take me in? 
I wasn’t built to fly 
I’m not one of you, it's always been hard for me 
When night divides the girls 
Like lipstick and cloves 
Who can tell what metal we're of?