Standing in the back of the line 
I feel the others try to push me 
Down and keep it away from me 
Grabbing at the one thing that I know is mine 

Can't you see me with my head to the floor 
Feel the recklessness of absolute desperation 
Valued sentimental pieces of the life 
I thought I held in my hands 

Why do I always try 
To better what I am 
Can't I realize 
That I've always been sinking 

Failing everyday 
It only helps to aggravate 
The sickening feeling 
Inside that won't go away 

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 Fall down 
Pick yourself up and fall down 
This is what it's like to be me, me 
Can't you see what I see 

Why do I always try 
To better what I am 
Can't I realize 
That I've always been sinking 

What I am is what I feel 
But what I feel is nothing real
And what I know is all I want 
Is to be saved from this spot 
Is to be saved from this spot 

Why do I always try 
To better what I am 
Can't I realize 
That I've always been sinking