[Verse 1: Hopsin]
I've spent about ten years tryna work on my craft
Tryna save this hip-hop [bad word] and disperse of the trash
But all my nerves have just crashed, cuz all the verses I've thrashed
Were meant to benefit my future, I'm uncertain it has
I rarely ever put something out to insert in your dash
Cuz as soon as I became a brand, my own purpose was smashed
I'm feelin' nervous in fact, I got no urges to rap
Now I don't think my [bad word] life can get more worthless than that
I see these (niggas) blowing up, who never do got the proper game
(Niggas) who [bad word] suck, Gucci and Wacka Flocka Flame
(Niggas) who makin' bucks, someone tell me I'm not insane
Cuz I feel the urge [bad word] up on a [bad word] [bad word] [bad word] and rob his chain
Dang! I thought I had it figured out
See I panic and I pout
Yo I've had it man, I'm out
God [bad word] it, this [bad word] s a clout
I'm the baddest thing no doubt
But my madness is about to turn me manic 'til I shout

[Hook: Hopsin] [bad word] the world is always quick to turn they back on me
Won't somebody tell me, you can go ahead, and fall asleep
I'll be in your dream
Maybe I'm the Pillow Man, maybe I'm the Pillow Man
I'll be in your dream
Maybe I'm the Pillow Man, maybe I'm the Pillow Man
I'll be in your dream

[Verse 2: Hopsin]
You all assume I'm evil, but actually I'm so nice
I've always been the lover boy like practically my whole life
Unhappy here with no wife, don't ask me I don't know why
I'm livin' life without no type of strategy to go by
I knew a [bad word] who I would go pick up when the day starts
[bad word] who'd even like to watch me skate at the skate park
[bad word] who was making out with up in the graveyard
The same [bad word] who went and left my [bad word] with a slayed heart
She cut it like an avocado, secretly hittin' clubs and poppin' bottles
Hanging with thugs or sucking a lots of [bad word] yo
The biggest [bad word] from Loveland Colorado [bad word] a ho that’s Hopsin’s motto my heart is vacant, you knock it's hollow
She met another guy who left the baby stuck inside
Her [bad word] then he just split and messed up her [bad word]  life
Now she hits me up and I
Say go suck a nut, goodbye
All you [bad word] can die for wasting all my sacred love supply

[Hook: Hopsin]

[Verse 3: Hopsin]
To live a decent life what all does it take
I tried and tried to be the best but nothing falls in the place
And I'm a man but my [bad word] is gonna cause me to break
And just evolve me to hate I'm in a nauseous state
And [bad word] it probably is fake but who's in control of it me or god
Is he the cause of why am I here the reason's odd
I'm broke and need a job, for spending cheese on broads
But y'all don't see the flaws I code it up to keep it raw
And mc's who's got the most talent in this whole planet
Don't never get recognized when they dope at it
So they go back to the block hustlin' and dope addicts
Some niggas got the 'it factor' some niggas don't have it
Yo I'm at my last tears cuz everytime I think I'm out the matrix
I get sucked right back in
But man I'm hopin' things are change and the soul in me remains
Cuz the talent that I've got is way too cold to be contained

[Bridge: Hopsin]
No, no
What did I do to deserve this?
No, no
I don't even have a purpose
No, no
What did I do to deserve this?
No, no
I don't even have a purpose

[Hook: Hopsin]