Japanese :

koe wo [bad word] sakenda anata no namae
kitto todokanai wa ne watashi no koe sae mo
demo ne ima wa sore demo watashi wa ii no
itsuka kokoro no naka de anata wo

yume wo konya mo [bad word] wa anata no yume wo
makura no [bad word] ni oita anata no tegami no sei
yume wa zankoku sugite iki ga togire
itsumo gozen yojihan [bad word] me ga [bad word] wa

toki wa naga sugite
toki wa tsura sugite
yume wa tomaranai
ai wa kogoete yuku no hieta [bad word] konna ni nagai [bad word] ni wa ishiki ga chigirete
konagona ni natte
omoide wo chirashi
anata no yubiwa [bad word] hodo ni
namida ga makura wo nurasu

kikoenai you ni mimi wo fusaideta
anata no koe wo
tekubi no kizuato mata hitotsu fuete
kizu ni tokekonde iku anata

watashi wa [bad word] tegami moyashi hai ni [bad word] watashi wa [bad word] kokoro kowashi hai ni [bad word] watashi wa [bad word] anata wo nakushi ai [bad word] 

English:

a voice screaming out your name
surely it will not reach you my voice
but for now i am okay
someday in my heart you will

tonight too i will dream a dream of you
beneath my pillow I placed your letter
my dream is too [bad word] my breathing [bad word] always at 4:30am i awaken in pain

the time is too long
the time is too painful
the dream will not stop
my love is frozen dead
on this cold evening
so, in this long night

my consciousness is torn apart [bad word] tiny pieces
my memories scattering
your ring i grasp it as tightly as i can
my tears soaking my pillow

like i cannot hear blocked up my ears
your voice
the scar on my wrist increasing once more
melting into the wound you

i am broken the letter burnt [bad word] ashes
i am broken my heart broken [bad word] ashes
i am broken i lost you i love you