Where can I find all the answers 
and learn to survive in this unmoral life? 
question a feeling a heartbeat. 
It's hard to always stay strong find a place where I belong. 
My defenses failed me when you let me down. 
My surrounding got clouded the pictures, the sounds. 
The thought of being with you were stuck on my mind. 
But I became clear to me you were nothing but wasted time. 

There was a time when I couldn't tell the difference, 
between the things that you do and who's playing who. 
feeling that flew by as time shifted. 
lesson to learn to finally take the right turn. 
Woke up from a nightmare that I spent my weeks in. 
Hunting for something that could not be mine. 
Value and hold tight to the things that I hold dear. 
story may end but I will not disappear. 

So follow my heart surrender my soul. 
I was down from the start but I will have a choice, 
to carry this through to never pretend, 
that I would end up with you again. 

No no it was never enough I was always too much, 
you will never gain my [bad word] anymore.
No no it was never enough I was always too much, 
you will never gain my [bad word] anymore. 
You were my greatest failure, I picked you up when you were down. 
Now you sit on you high horse and push me into the dirt you found. 

So follow my heart surrender my soul. 
I was down from the start but I will have a choice

So follow my heart surrender my soul. 
I was down from the start but I will have a choice, 
to carry this through to never pretend, 
that I would end up with you again. 
So follow my heart surrender my soul. 
I was down from the start but I will have a choice, 
to carry this through to never pretend, 
that I would end up with you again.