words spoken without intent 
songs borrowed and used and spent 
I need myself to remember 
what I tend to forget 
in realms hidden in the mind 
where power and [bad word] reside 
the beast sleeps waiting to 
hear its burden call 
 [bad word] through the stars  [bad word] through the earth 
grant me illumination 
I see it clearly now 
this blessed revelation 
by my own will 
drawn from within 
the veil is taken from my eyes 
the me inside me tearing through 
loud and demanding in its cries 

in a hole with no light or walls 
endless rows of locked up doors 
a secret is hidden 
concealed from us all 
and so it remains 
to those who are not willing 
to challenge [bad word] 
reap what you sow 
I know I will