Everyday
The same mistake
The pieces don't fit
How I guess
Worn so thin and caving in
Frozen between a no and yes

I'm sliding for some time
Ripping in two
The memory planted
I'm just what grew

 [bad word] to find me
mess at your door
Arms under elbows as I hit the floor
I mean to tell you just what I've done
How could you choose me when I've just begun
Don't know what I'll be when [bad word] 

Every night
The sheets pulled tight
I'm sinking before I begin
Silent as the light goes black
And digging to see what beats within

I'm sliding for some time
Ripping in two
mountain of ashes
I'm just like you

 [bad word] to find me
mess at your door
Arms under elbows as I hit the floor
I mean to tell you just what I've done
How could you choose me when I've just begun
Don't know what I'll be when [bad word]