[bad word] - Season 2 Episode 13 - Elaine Death

Any minute now, my ship [bad word] in
I'll keep checking the horizon
I'll stand on the bow, feel the [bad word] crashing
Come crashing down down down, on me

And you say, be still my love
Open up your heart
Let the light shine in
But don't you understand
I already have a plan
I'm waiting for my real life to begin