Incarcerated by my fear, paranoia
I'm condemned to live a wretched life
Confinement in a sterile world isolation
Disconjunction with society

Boiling my food to exhume the parasites
Diet infectious
Water flowing through, filters for distilling
Organisms infesting
Oxygen tanks, a breathing apparatus
Perpetuates vitality

Beleaguered by repulsion of defilement
Functional disorder of the mind
Obsessive aberration of absolute purity [bad word] 
Accursed affliction
Gnawing lamentation

Deteriorating intellect
Distortion of perception
Self proclaimed diagnosis
Drastic resolution
Self prescribe a red hot slug
White knuckle pistol grip

Load the chamber, hammer [bad word] Jam the barrel in my mouth

Need a reprieve from my misery
Unrelenting anxiety
All I ask is one final plea
.44 caliber brain surgery... surgery

[Leads Sykes, Reilly]

Purgatorial euphorium
Banish my affliction
Lead forged entry wound, exempting me from
Melancholic psychosis
Cybernetic annihilation
Finally set me free

Released from [bad word]  denied death's [bad word] jaws
Prolonged tortured existence
Informed by physicians, an amateur lobotomy
Deprived of an autopsy

Psychotic abortion
Grey matter negated

Premeditated remedy
Procedure of extremity
Thought I had a master plan
.44 in my hand
Assassination was my goal
Polluted filthy world a loathe
Suicide with no success
Abolished my obsessiveness

Propelled the cure emphatically
Change convictions radically
Practising without a degree
.44 caliber brain surgery