only through [bad word] have i found rest
 with a piece of me taken away
 i begin to understand
 hollow out this machine like chest
 with its gears that turn to make me feel
 and assembled thoughts that fade away

 only through [bad word] have i found rest
 only through [bad word] have i found rest

 remove from me
 this deception that i called love
 that i called love

 with its gears that turn to make me feel
 and assembled thoughts that fade away

 remove from me
 this deception that i called love
 that i called love

 only through [bad word] have i found rest
 with a piece of me taken away
 i begin to understand
 i begin to understand
 i begin to understand