I have reached the bottom
I can’t see the sky
I am down so low
Wanna be so high

I [bad word] down
On a dead end road
In my search for love
I’ve reached the overload

I’m not strong enough to live
I’m not brave enough to die
I don’t dare to cut my wrist
I turn away and clench my fist
And sign the contract with the 
Lord of lies

When the rain has dried
In this tragedy
I live the Faustian lie
To pretend I’m free