Got bad [bad word] 
All my thoughts turning black
Wanna hit the [bad word] 
Wanna turn the clocks back

I don't want to look forward
Or even look ahead
I don't want the future
For the future is dead

Gotta stand up so strong, fight all alone
I hope I can, cause I can never go home
Gotta stand up so strong, fight all alone
I hope I can, cause I can never go home

You do everything right
You you got no control
Fates like a storm
That cares not about your goals

You batten the hatches
And prepare for the storm
Better make no attachments
'Cause death is the norm

Gotta stand up so strong, fight all alone
I hope I can, cause I can never go home
Gotta stand up so strong, fight all alone
I hope I can, cause I can never go home

There are bad [bad word] 
All my thoughts turning black

There are bad [bad word] 
All my thoughts turning black