i been alone
all the years
so many ways to count the tears
i never change
i never will
i'm so afraid the way i feel
 [bad word] 
days when the rain and the sun are gone
black as night
agony's torn at my heart too long
so afraid
slip and fall and i die

i been alone
always down
no one cared to stay around
i never change
i never will
i'm so afraid the way i feel

(repeat [bad word]