Where do i begin to explain this mess
Everything i touch everything i see reminds me of you
And the walls begin to blur
As your sweet scent fills my lungs
Like your still in the air.

Forced smiles caress my face sing into my ear
Cut out the hollow wailing within these walls.
I am angry at the world
For making me feel so betrayed
My heart begins to sink.

Bound to the ground
My dearest shall lay until the end of eternity.
This [bad word] feeling of emptyness unleashed upon me

I see this tragedy blinded by bloodshot eyes.

Awaken me from this [bad word] 
lonely man i see hollow,
Broken clutching to the memories
Its only getting worse as he cries himself to sleep
As the sheets absorb the tears
Im counting the days until we meet again.