pretend, just let me sleep again
i'm losing confidence with consciousness i need to begin
i don't know why, well just look under my eyes
through the REM into a dream where i could save you again
and i feel so cursed with this long life
because i wanna goto heaven but i don't wanna die
i close my eyes just to kill some time
escape eternity and exit anywhere that i like
 [bad word] and the screams might seem like [bad word] from someplace inside
i hide within my body alive
when i die don't let them bury me, i'll never survive
just leave a trace of me as debris
to leave my mark on this place in case i still can't see
i lied when i said i never tried
when i die don't let them bury me, i'll never survive

set free, now i'm just by myself
there's no use for good health when i'm trapped here without you
i swell like an ocean inside
when you died you didn't stop me from..
you didn't stop me in time
i'll throw my fist deep within the beach
but the heart of the earth is too far out of reach
tearing graves in the sand in the shape of my veins
i lay down as i drown while the [bad word] in waves