do you know what it's like
to be left alone
when everything [bad word] down 
to see your history [bad word] undone
and see that future
may [bad word] it doesn't mean 
that much to me
on these outskirts of reality
this life is certainly 
no major melody
and it's time to put up a 
fight and break free
i know what it's like 
to see through the lies
that's why i tore out my eyes
i've got nothing left to try
so i cut my wings
now i won't hide
i'll be ready when you
send me out
i don't care to 
set things right
i can't see that
it's worth the fight
now at last
i see things straight
i'll make it all just go away
got one foot stuck
in the grave
and i just can't get away
the other one is forever 
stuck in misery
it feels like
it was meant to be
close your eyes there's
nothing left to see
better of start living 
in a dream 
it works for most of you 
but not for me
we are the unlucky minority