[bad word] the water.
All I knew and all I believed
are [bad word] images
that no [bad word] me.
I scramble to reach higher ground
some order and sanity
or something [bad word] me.

So I take what is mine and hold what is mine
suffocate what is mine and bury what's mine.
Soon the water [bad word] and claim what is mine.
I must leave it behind
and climb to a new place now.

This ground is not the rock I thought it to be.

Thought I was high, and free.
I thought I was there
divine destiny.

I was wrong.
This changes everything.

The water is rising up on me.
Thought the sun [bad word] deliver me,
but the [bad word] [bad word] to punish me instead.

The ground is breaking down right under me.
Cleanse and purge me
in the water.