in this farewell
there's no blood
there's no alibi
cause i've drawn regret
from the [bad word] 
of a thousand lies

so let [bad word] 
and wash away

what i've done
i'll face myself
to cross out what i've [bad word] 
erase myself
and let go of what i've done

put to rest
what you thought of me
while i've cleaned this slate
with the hands
of uncertainty

for what i've done
i start again
and whatever pain [bad word] 
today this ends
i'm forgiving what i've done