Every day is what I'd trade,
For you to live a life as [bad word] from the mess I made
Everything is just a game.

I did this to myself (x4)

My mind is something I can't fight.
I've lost my sense of self.
Release me from this [bad word] 

Just let me breathe, I'm just a lie.

Every day is what I'd trade,
For you to live a life as [bad word] from the mess I made
Everything is just a game.
Now I'm high, with the lights down low.
Tell me why I just get by, while the worst still grows.

Is it just in my head while I lay I lay in this bed.
I could lie and same I'm fine.
Lifes not for me, I'm not heaven-sent
Cause I'm [bad word] up half of the time.

If we got [bad word] to pay,
then I got [bad word] for days, baby.
Its the rhythm of these cuts
The beat to all these scars
The way we let you down
The way we got this far [bad word] is just a word
word we've never heard
The rhythm of these hearts
The tempo of this hurt.

Every day is what I'd trade,
For you to live a life as [bad word] from the mess I made
Everything is just a game.
Now I'm high, with the lights down low.
Tell me why I just get by, while the worst still grows.

Is it just in my head while I lay I lay in this bed.
I could lie and same I'm fine.
Lifes not for me, I'm not heaven-sent
Cause I'm [bad word] up half of the time.

If we got [bad word] to pay,
then I got [bad word] for days, baby.

Every day is what I'd trade,
For you to live a life as [bad word] from the mess I made
Everything is just a game.
Now I'm high, with the lights down low.
Tell me why I just get by, while the worst still grows.
while the worst still grows.
While the words still grow

High with the lights down low.