only a moment away 
give up my everything, keep it safe 
yesterday's ridden with shame 
all the deceiving [bad word] reality 

it's getting colder 
lonely inside 

can i forget about 
all i can't live without 
i'll make it all go away 
lonely i'll be without 
all of the inner doubt 
feeding the need 
give me one more day 

keep it all deep down below
wait till i'm drowning before i show
always a place for my blame
living's a sacrifice i won't make

it's getting colder
leave me behind

i know i can't give it up
i know what i'm made of
i know it's destroying
but i don't mind