I've thrown away...
I've thrown away again
The pills that make me
I've thrown away...
I've thrown away again
The chance, the want to change
I've thrown away...
I've thrown away again
Standing all alone
I've thrown away...
I've thrown away again...

Eyes wired [bad word] through my brain
Pulling back the skin
It happens, we're getting older
Eyes wired [bad word] through my brain
It's all the same
But in the end, it keeps [bad word] 
I've blown away...
I've blown away again
The fear of failing
I've blown away...
I've blown away again
The lies that make me sane
I've blown away
The chance to make it right
I want to be
I want to see
I want to make it back to me

Eyes wired [bad word] through my brain
Pulling back the skin
It happens, we're getting older
Eyes wired [bad word] through my brain
It's all the same
But in the end, it keeps [bad word] 
Cause I just waste away
The chance the time to face the change
To make myself to think that things are better

Eyes wired [bad word] through my brain
Pulling back the skin
It happens, we're getting older
Eyes wired [bad word] through my brain
It's all the same
But in the end, it keeps [bad word] Eyes wired [bad word] through my brain
Pulling back the skin
It happens, we're getting older
Eyes wired [bad word] through my brain
It's all the same
But in the end, it keeps [bad word]