If life was a game, could I win in the end? 
And if I was sane, would I [bad word] it up all over again? 
These questions and answers can help me redefine myself 
And I thank your open ears for all the help 

(no more shame) 
Is what I see for myself 
I need to change for my health 
I need a better way of life for myself 

If I stay the same, how long will I last? 
Yet if I change will I still just be alone and typecast? 
Professional answers cant help me to design myself 
So I thank your open arms for all their help 

(no more shame)
Is what I see for myself
I need to change for my health
I need a better way of life for myself

Caressing gateways of the mind 
Over, matter through spaces time 
Heals wounds inspiring gifts of light 
Inside myself just need some time
(just need some time to myself)
To figure it out, cause I’ve got no doubt 
That when my [bad word] [bad word] it's because of you 
And the fact that I let you 

(No, no, more shame) 
Is what I see for myself 
I need to change for my health 
I need a better way of life for myself 
Caressing gateways of our minds 
Over, matter through spaces time Heals wounds inspiring gifts of light