The heart is torn on a part, look at me again, 
you see a lacerated face.

You'll wait for of my words, I tired of saying.
You must understand, please.
take my hand and look into my eyes again
you will feel the cracks inside me.
I am lost in the days head is full of you. thinking of you.

I'm paranoid I'm stupid
kill me somebody
kill me somebody
kill me somebody
kill me somebody

I want to cry and scream ..... 
Kill me,may be she think what she was doing.

I think constantly about suetside
are constantly thinking how I would kill myself
I'm driving ..gain speed
I understand that here it is
I can get rid of pain in the head
from Shattered heart forever

I'm ready.
I'm ready.
I'm ready.
I'm ready.

I remember my mother's father
friends
and her face in front of the eyes
has [bad word] so heat
but it's too late
pluck off a bridge
nothing to change
nothing to change
nothing to change
nothing to change

before fifty yards water
twenty
ten

bumper touched the water
taking air in the chest

sorry all who loved me

I died I lost
I died I lost
I died I lost

I still think
oddly

heavy blow the chest
I opened my eyes
I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive
but the pain came back into the heart
I will break now
I'm alive
forgive everyone
we must live
so leaving only faint
I'm alive but I am dead to my soul.