Sometimes I feel like a motherless child
I hate to live my powerless life
Sometimes I fear every toll of the bell
I am between Heaven and [bad word] 
Some other times I am so high
Just like an eagle high in the sky
Joy in my soul and I have more
Pleasure than I had ever before

And when the angel is not on my side
I wish my anger out of my mind
Another day is another in [bad word] This is my fate trouble and care

I wanna live, throw it away
I wanna be somebody again
Let my life go, I need to know
Nothing is easy, nothing at all

Time [bad word] [bad word] my life
Find some peace of mind

Heaven and [bad word]  trouble and care
Dark and dreamless nights
Trouble and care, Heaven and [bad word] Time to say goodbye

Heaven and [bad word]