machikado de mitsuketa ano koro no kimi to yoku [bad word] ushiro sugata 
hitogomi ni afureta toori o [bad word] 
ashibaya ni oikaketeita 

itsumo soba ni [bad word] no ga atarimae to omotta ano koro ni wa 
konna boku de sae [bad word] kimi made kizutsuketeta 
"kimi o hanasanai... [bad word] wa nai..." 
ima demo todokimasu ka? 
ano koro to kawaranu omoi ga... 
 [bad word] koto de shika jibun no sonzai o kanjirarenai 
oroka na boku 
kurayami de obieta karada o dakishimetekureta koto 
wasurenai yo 

kimi to hajimete deatta hi no koto o ima demo [bad word] yo 
shizuka na kaze ni kami o yurasenagara boku dake o mitsumeteta 
kitto dare yori mo issho ni [bad word] to omotta kimi to nara 
boku de sae [bad word] to omotta 
 [bad word] koto ga kore hodo tsurai koto da to 
kizukanai furi [bad word] kyou made hashiritsuzuketekita... 

boku ga kiete kara nakitsuzuketeita kimi ga shinpai datta kedo 
boku no shiranai dareka to yorisotte [bad word] kimi o mitsuketa 
sukoshi otona ni natta kimi wa motto suteki ni waratteta 
mou nido to kimi wa nakanai de kimi wa nakanai de 
egao o misete
I saw you from behind on the corner looking just like you did then
You slipped away into the crowded street
And i swiftly chased after you

I thought it was natural to always be by your side
Back the, you loved me as i am, and i hurt you
"i won't let you go...i don't want to..."
Do they still reach you?
That time and those unchangable feelings

Only the pain i feel tells me i'm alive
I'm so stupid
You held me when i was afraid of the dark
I won't forget that

I still remember the day we first met
You were staring at me as the wind quietly stirred your hair
I thought i could always be with you over anyone else
I thought if i was with you, even i could laugh

Seperating is so painful
We'd [bad word] blind until today

Ever since i disappeared, you've cried and worried
But i watched you walk along with someone i don't know
You've grown up a bit and your smile is even more lovely
You'll never cry again, never cry again
Show me your smile