Trying not to breathe too loud
They can smell the fear
Trying not to look like I’m alone in this
But when [bad word] down to it
We’re all just sitting by
Waiting for the time when we can look you in the eye

Reaching out for me
I try to move away
But memories make me stay behind
And now I wake every day
Wishing I was someone else
The poison inside that I thought I destroyed
Breaking through again

Now [bad word] alive
Try to fight through the dead of the night
Now [bad word] alive
I can’t find you there

Something’s missing, something close to me has gone
I can’t move forward with you holding onto everything

Now [bad word] alive
Try to fight through the dead of the night
Now [bad word] alive
I can’t find you there

I can’t find you

Now [bad word] alive
Try to fight through the dead of the night
Now [bad word] alive
I can’t find you there
Try to find you again in the dead of the night
I can’t find you there