tortured soul, this fear preyed upon my mind,
how i wish to get away from this ill-fated circle of hallucinations

It's beyond [bad word] 

I was deceived into believing that he might mend his ways
don't delude yourself a fixed match as the evening wore on
stranger ina strange land, it's so tragic

You lose everything you love, without a touch of emotions, frozen

 [bad word] 
This life is only like an elusive emotion, the years rolled on, his face clouded over with sorrow

You lose everything you love, without a touch of emotions frozen

 [bad word]